Saturday, November 8, 2008

4 days have gone.....

Man, 4 days have gone, and i am still missing em...

I dunno why? My grandparents are gone and at last they both are reunited until its time to move on...

Yeah, like my cuzzie said, i wont be selfish, at last my prayers worked and god has taken him away with my grandad not suffering...

Hey ill stay positive! Haha, anyways i have got 3 more papers to go! I hope it will be a breeze! 40/40 for all, i determine my a1 and a2s for all my sciences! With God's Willing!

Haha, after prayers today im going out to study my ass out again! Eh no time to relax, later than can!

Those who wants to follow, come along! I am willing to have company except for a certain few people, haha!

Well, its time to move on, and end this exams once and for all!

Bye tc!

Haha, anyways, does anyone knoes how to melt a girls heart??

Labels: grandad, heart, library

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

5th Nov- saddest day of my life

HEY HEY HEY.....

Hi huys, i have THREE MORE PAPERS TO GO!!!

Today, actually im not that happy ah coz my grandad has just passed away the night before, at 10 plus.... It had devastating effects on me...... God has already taken away my grandmother earlier away from me now its him.... But its good for my grandad as it is his time, he has been suffering for 8 1/2 years....

Thanks from releasing him from his pain dear god....

I regret for not spending time with him, he once told me, "Nif, dont forgte to visit me everytime after school, im lonely...". I miss him now. And my promises wasnt fulfilled....

And now everything changes from a moment of happiness, it turns to sadness in an instant.... man this sucks......

My MT o lvl suffered as the whole night i was only thinking of him, and how he changed our lifes, of all the promises i made to him to be a doctor that would be taking care for him, that isnt fulfilled.... How i wish i could turn back time and care for him, then if he were to go, my life is fulfilled,

God forgive my sins, i need him.... But now u have taken him away.....

Ill try to cheer up soon yeas?? Bye!!!!

Labels: gone, grandad

Swiftly Written By Nif at
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