Wednesday, November 5, 2008

5th Nov- saddest day of my life

HEY HEY HEY.....

Hi huys, i have THREE MORE PAPERS TO GO!!!

Today, actually im not that happy ah coz my grandad has just passed away the night before, at 10 plus.... It had devastating effects on me...... God has already taken away my grandmother earlier away from me now its him.... But its good for my grandad as it is his time, he has been suffering for 8 1/2 years....

Thanks from releasing him from his pain dear god....

I regret for not spending time with him, he once told me, "Nif, dont forgte to visit me everytime after school, im lonely...". I miss him now. And my promises wasnt fulfilled....

And now everything changes from a moment of happiness, it turns to sadness in an instant.... man this sucks......

My MT o lvl suffered as the whole night i was only thinking of him, and how he changed our lifes, of all the promises i made to him to be a doctor that would be taking care for him, that isnt fulfilled.... How i wish i could turn back time and care for him, then if he were to go, my life is fulfilled,

God forgive my sins, i need him.... But now u have taken him away.....

Ill try to cheer up soon yeas?? Bye!!!!

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