just hit me... knock the evil out of me....

YAY!!!

2008-12-17T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hey guys at long last... im blogging again.... long long time never blog uh...

Hahah well, life is hectic for me these few weeks, with things happening unexpectedly, and things happening with me having a forsight of. These things usually happen and i usually have to prepare for the worst and also for the best...

hahah, well i have been practising everyday with my electric guitar, usually at 6am and usually at 9... practising songs has never been so cool... I would liek u guys to listen to this tune from castlevania 2, bloody tears... It pumps me up... Wooo!!

Well tmrw will be a very busy busy day, u know... I will be helping my sis out with decorating her P1 classroom for her new students at Yew Tee Pri. haha, she said i wont get paid as she has given money to my mum and ill get it next year... YEAH! hahahahaha

Well this is for fatin, who wanted me to blog so much, yeah! HERE U GO! Idiot....

Well everyone who is reading this tc, blog again next time... when someone forces me too... BYEE!~

TRIPLE KILL!

2008-12-02T18:23:00.002+08:00

Yeah, like i have said at my title, yeah its an ownage!

God, i got my electric guitar yesterday at Penisula, for the cost of $199! IT comes with a bag, amplifier, 7 picks, strap, digital tuner and most importantly, AN INSTRUCTIONAL DVD! haha, i needed that as i wanted to learn more stuff usingt h e guitar and that disc taught me all t\other things that i needed to know how grateful i am...

Today i went out with my nephew to ECP as he wanted to show off his skills as a rollerblader, at the age of 5, he is able to rollerblade nicely, wooo! Haha, then i was sent to tanah merah mrt station to allow me to find my way home... Haha the trip back was so freakish. Everyone looked at me like i was some terrorist.... They thought that my amp was abomb... crazy, an officer came in and ask, may i check ur box? and i was like go ahead...

man and yeah to make my day today is a 50 dollar note! awesome!! Eh iz tell me how much i owe u, ill pay u back...

Btw, today, 2nd dec, is my aniiversary! the day my hand was broken by the kick made by Marcus Then, the asshole.... He didnt even say sorry that dickhead...

Well gtg and continue my lesson, tata guys!!!

MY GOD! A NEW LAPTOP!!

2008-12-01T10:40:00.002+08:00

Well, it all started yesterday when i went off to causeway point. I was given the choice to follow or not to follow, as i freakingly hungry, i had to follow as i had missed the banquet there..

Hahaha, and after eating dinner, we went to the singtel Hello! Shop to get a new SIM card for my irresponsible brother who got it spoilt... Dam, over there my dad was asking how much the laptops costs, adn i was like, i dk...

Later, we went to Courts and my dad told met o go over to the laptop section whereby they had an array of laptops for sale, as i was interested in the one that my bro had, i told my dad that i liked that one. He then said, we just come here to look and when u get ur results then u will get one. My mum later came by and told us that she wanted to buy a laptop for herself and i was like, MA, U FONT FREAKING KNOW HOW TO USE A LAPTOP... And then my mum striked a deal with the salesman. My dad was like calling me over to take a look at the laptop and i was like for what? It aint mine... Zzzzz

God, it was so freakingly beautiful when he just took it out of the casing... NExt thing i knew, my mum told me, Nifail, this is yours... I was feeling overjoyed as this was the very first time i ever got something so valuable from my parents and i was very very very grateful that i had gotten this at last... Now, i am installing every single program my old comp has and making it like the replica of my old comp...

Anyways, today i am going out to Lavender to renew my passport and later going out to town to get my elec guitar, i hope! please please please, man i want these two days to be the best days of my life!

kk then, i gtg and pack my stuff for a night over there! Tc everyone... To iskandar, thanks for putting the music back in and getting me the deck i cant thank you enough bro! Im sorry if i had caused u pain in anyway, tell me who can i repay u?

DUEL!

2008-11-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

Well, yesterday was a very very fun day over at iskandar's house!

We had his mother's legendary fried kway teow that taste awesome! Dude! U have an awesome mother man! After savouring every bite of kway teow, we DUEL!

First up was me vs iz and zim vs faz. Indefinitely, as it was written down as of my destiny, i lsot to iz again and again! That guy is undefeatable! His deck was like full of counters that none of mine can defeat! Gotta plan on how to defeat him though! ARGH! haaha,

Then after fazdly left under unseen circumstances, we had a fatal four way duel, whereby all four of us had to fight 3 people to win! it was very ery long and when hazim was just about to do a one turn kill, iskandar made an awesome move of countering hazim! Phew thks man!

Then later at night i faced trouble, it was the stupid rack again, argh, its shaky and its brand new, and what the hell, my room appears to messier tan the first time i cleaned it, haiz.... spend the whole night cleaning it! With parents shoting in my ears.. aha!

Well today im going out with juraimi, my TKD buddy.. Dunno where to go hopefully we can go to national library... haha dude, we are broke and we are still going out, how crazy is that! haha! i d k, this is all juraimi's idea!...

Hopefully tmrw i will get the electric guitar! I pray for it... just wanna get it and hopefully be happy for my holidays... haha

kk, gtg btc everyone....

THE CRAP.... Zzzzzz

2008-11-27T13:32:00.002+08:00

What?! Im tagged by royce bro to do the damn survey... argh... nvm im gonna do it anyways... Zzzz bored to the core though.. yeah why not?

Technology

What is your wallpaper on your computer?
Do i look as if i give a damn about what i put there?

How many television do you have in your house?
3, why ask me this? i just watch it lah dun bother to count..zzzzz....

Are you right-handed or left handed?
Right-handed.I used to be left-handed though.

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Hmmm i dunno? Skin? Carbon dioxide? Oxygen? Wahlao... too many lah... i got one! My shit! Happy?

What is the last item you lifted?
Hmmm, my plate of rice, with sambal..... with egg.... with fishcake.... mmmm.....

Have you ever been knocked down?
Knocked down? Yeah, by Sang Hyun(3rd Dan TKD Master)... Im big so the bigger i am, the harder i fall..... zzzz pain sia...

BULLSHITOLOGY

If it were possible,would you want to know the day that you will die??
God no. I rather die just like that than live in fear....

If you could change your name,what would you change it to?
My name would be, hmmmm Nifail? Man, that name has meaning and its a legend.

What colour would you think looks best on you?
Any colour will do.... Haha, even pink, i wore pink coloured bracers before ^^

Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
What? Yeah. A lego block. =]

DAREOLOGY

Would you kiss a member of a same sex for $100?
Hmmm, i dun mind... anything but the mouth and the cock...

Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut of for $200,000?
Haha, never in my god dam life! Whoever did this stupid survey and answered yes must be a person with extra fingers...

Would you posed naked in a magazine for $250,000?
Naked? I wanna be the photographer! jkjk.... Dickhead no.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
"hot" is my middle name.... Hell yeah i will!

Would you,without fear of punishment,take a human life for $1,000,000?
Never, A life taken away shall be repaid with another life and will be repaid by another... IT wont end u know that? Carnage...

Dumbology

What is in your left pocket?
My fist. Ill use it to whack the person who ask me this qn...

Is napoleon dynamite actually a good film?
yeah it is cool... just that the dude is an idiot...

Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
Marble tiling and carpet over it! =] douchebag, this is dumbology..

Do you sit or stand in the shower?
Eh stupid qn sia! Walau shower must stand right only in the bathtub when u bathe then u sit, what kind of a lame qn! Zzzzz gonna die answering this crap..

How many pairs of flip-flops did you own?
One.

Last body who texted you?
I d k, dun bother to check i think its iskandar or afiqah...

Last person who called you?
Wait arh i check..... Ouh my mother.

Person you hugged?
My brother steve! haha,

Favouritology!

Number?
15

Season?
Pepper. Haha, what season. BE specific....

Colour?
zzzz, i dunno black?

Currentology

Missing someone?
Yeah, my two grandparents that passed away this year and that special sumone... Hoping to see her online lol.

Mood?
Pissed, sad, happy, angry... yeah. Mixed feelings.

Listening to?
Shy - Sonata Arctica
Tallulah - Sonata Arctica

Watching?
Haha, Pokemon....

Worrying about?
Whether i am gonna see that sumone today and go to causeway point and what am i gonna do during my holidays...

Wearing?
Sleevless singlet and shorts.

Randomology

First place you went this morning?
CCK Park. Go running.

What can you not wait to do?
Go out lar... Causeway point.... Help sumone...

Do you smile often?
Too often that when i frown ppl ask me why.

Are you a friendly person?
Dunno. Let people answer that for me....

Now that you answer all the questions,
list three other people to complete this quiz.

Okae I'm gonna randomly pick...
1)Afiqah
2)Afiifah
3)Kimberly?( haha she doesnt even know my blog)

MY AWESOME FISHING TRIP!

2008-11-23T08:18:00.003+08:00

WOOO! I just came back from a fishing trip with my cousins!!

Man, was it cool... Let me take u guys to the events that occurred last night....

We set off at 9pm sharp to pick up 2 of my cousins, Iqbal and Didi. As we had promised to meet them at 10, they were rushing to meet us. We took a trip to Changi Village where we bought the bait(prawns) and crackers and drinks. We were supposedly to meet my other cousin, Haron there at 11pm. I tried contacting him but he was unavailable. Maybe he was on his way there on a bike so he could answer it, at around 11.10pm, he called us using his girlfriend's phone then he met up with us. We were supposed to go to Tanah Merah and fished at the pontoon(floating platform) but as tehre were construction works there, they did not allow people to fish there after 12am. Then Haron tolds us another spot where we could catch various kinds of fishes. We had to settle for it as we were itching to fish.

My dad, was furious. Haha, kind of, Haron promised us to go fishing at the pontoon as there, it would a sure catch fish area. So, at around 11.25pm, we reached at our destination, the area behind Changi Village Yacth Club or something like that... haha. As that area was government property, we had to be careful as we may be prosecuted... OOOO... Hahahaha.

As i pitched our tent and my dad and cousins fixed our fishing lines, we were all set for a night to remember. haha. Or so to say. We casted our lines and thus the waiting game had begun.... We then all sat down and chatted and played card games and yeah that was fun!!!!! Wooo!!!! The feeling of remorse of not getting my electric guitar was diminished at that point of time. hahahaha....

After a few card games, most of us had to pee. So Haron brought me, Iqbal and Didi to a spot for us to pee. As we were all so damn secretivew not to let others see our genitals Haron said, " Eh Cmonlah! We all are cousins for what scared, our cock long short still same what! hahaha!", Then we didnt becoem so secretiveand peed together except Iqbal and Didi said,"Nvmlah, Iqbal cock short he scared to show, his own taichi(problem)!"... Man taht was fun...

For the whole night nothing snagged our lines but when we reeled the line in, our bait was GONE! My dad said the fishes tonight are very very smart, they eat the bait slowly so that we would see our rod moving.... GRRR Stupid fishes! haha.

Well nothing really happened until around 4 to 5 plus, when the tide starts to rise even higher and that ia when we felt the fishes pulling our lines.. there were a few instances, but man when we reeled it up, NOTHING. zzzz..... haha

It is okay though as even though we had caught nothing but we had fun! Hey i wanna let u guys in on a little secret... Iqbal was scared to go and pee alone. So he ask me to follow him. Then after keeping a look out for anyone being able to see him pee, he quickly sped off back to our camp site. And u know what? He didnt washed his hands or his genitals whatsoever. omg. yeah. Its funny lah. I told Haron that and Iqbal was like cursing and was he tried to make a lie about me not cleaning myself up after shitting. Seriously, its a lie cause i did clean myself up. haha.

Another secret that i want to let u guys in is that u know taht Changi is a placed where there are a lot of male transvertites(GAYS!). And early in the morning we sawa group of teenagers walking by quickly tlaking about gays and i was thinking..... Hmm why are they talking abt gays? Then suddenly a security guard walked to us and asked us whether we had seen a group of boys walking here, and i told him straight ahead, the security guard told us that THEY HAD ROBBED A GAY!!! And i was like wow, gays are defenseless homosexuals... Then Didi told me,"Dont think that they want to be girls they are weak. They are actually very very strong. They have skills that we dont know. Like balck magic or what, and they maybe even trained in Muay Thai for the Thai homos." And i was like wow, never look down on them...

This was freaky as behind the place taht we are fishing is the chalet for the Changi Yacht club people and i saw people standing at the balcony looking out towards the sea and at us. Both look like hot looking women and Haron was nearly mesmorised by them... At a closer look, BOTH OF THEM LOOK LIKE GUYS!!!!!!! OUH F***! Man i was so turned off dude... EE! Disgusting, and when we went off, one of them gave me a flying kiss goodbye and i was like running away from that area!!!!! God, crazy....

Well to that person, damn i could get u... I wish i could but now i know, i cant get u.... I am destined to be alone then....

Well Im so freakishly tired, and i havent bathe, so tata and tc yoz!

holidays suck! BOOOOOOO

2008-11-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

Hello once again to the people reading my blog,

As you have read at the title, holidays really suck. Seriously, man, i thought i would enjoy it and yeah, i did during the first few days but not now.... God the days are long and there is seriously nothing to do, i read books play games, but i am not ENJOYING this stupid holiday! AAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Holidays are sooo sway lah... If u say go out, then go out and do what? We can only do stuff when we have money lah... haha... Sad fact of life.

So i spend my time downloading songs, chatting, dotaing, sleeping, eating, exercising, thinking about the people who matters to me in my life.... man, its so routine that life gets boring.... I REALLY MISS SCHOOLING!!! How i wish i coul continue to crack jokes in class, make everyone laugh and just study stuff that teachers teach me....

Well i am praying that this 2nd last job that i tried to apply i can get, so that i can at least move out, spend time with my friends and just enjoy the holidays at last....

And i am also praying that this weekend ill get my electric guitar! PLS PLS PLS....

Well end of this post, bye guys and take care

PS, I miss you steve!

Prom nite, THE night to remember

2008-11-15T08:31:00.002+08:00

Yo wazzup guys! Yesterday night was a very very very very very gd nite... i think...

Haha, k lets start off from our departure from shafiq's place at ard 545pm..

Me, royce, fazdly and steve hitched a ride from shafiq's dad's van and due to the traffic jap we arrived ard 1 hr later... It was quite fast though haha...

As we entered a grand hotel... we saw girls walking by and i guess we awed by them... pheeweet*!

I saw Amira and she was sizzling hot man haha, dude it is like everyone is chilling out and letting theie hair down... Unless they wear gel like me haha.. -_-"

Well the night proceeded on with a game we played done by the student leaders haha man that was freaky... i was supposed to hold a plastic container in between my legs and royce had to throw the marshmallow in the container.... MAN MY LEGS HURT!!!

Haha, we then had dinner and hey it was an ALL YOU CAN EAT BUFFET!!! Man, i was so damnhungry that i had to eat a lot ah, but in the end i took bits and pieces of each of the stuff i see there...

Then there was a lucky draw, royce won the 69th prize, fiq 20++, faz 19++, me 3rd, sakinah, practically everything! and fatin, 20++ i think haha paiseh ah i forget ur no.s haha. Sakinah was the mega big winner, she won a printer for her own, and all the other guys prizes man! Those who didnt like their prizes gave it to sakinah... cool... haha, steve was the saddest, he WON nothing!! haha, but its okay... Fazdly gift was the funniest... HE WON A COSMETICS SET THAT WAS MEANT FOR A GIRL!!! WOW!

Well, before we went home, every antonian took pictures with one another and this dragged on until 1130pm i knew we had to take a cab home, but as sulastri wanted to follow us cs we were alr going home, we walked all the way to Orchard MRT . Damn it took 20 minutes! Haiz, we wanted to take a bus to CCK interchange but the last bus was at 1145pm... we were already very very tired... Then my super sensitive ears heard that there was an MRT train that goes to Woodlands and Kranji... We thought that we wanted to take that train all the way back to CCK BUT that stupid train terminated at KRANJI! MAN!!!! haha, fazdly went crazy as he heard that! haha

We dropped off at Marsiling and took cabs home... haha.. man i was so tired carrying my 3rd prize, A CANON PRINTER! IT WAS UBER BIG!!!! I couldnt carry it all by myself haha...

Well then Fazdly slept over and it was a cool night we shared secrets together... haha okay then tc people!! Today and tmrw also long long days!! phew........

2008-11-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

hey, my life would now be different from now on. My grandparents have left us. My o lvls are gg to be over soon...

How hard is it for me to face changes in my life... What am i gg to do after o lvls? What is my mum and my relatives to do? Its hard to move on with life... Changes are taking place too quickly for me to adapt...

Ill try to continue life as it is... Today, was the last day fr the prayers fr my grandparents.. And i am gg to miss my family, i do seriously... I cried when i told them i am gg to meet them soon... Its just sad to see everyone gg away to live their own life...

Ill pray everyday, hoping ill have my family by me always, seeing me through my life...

To that special sum1, how i long to c u and how i long to be with u... I hope i can live with u by me always... I just hope god opens ur heart to accept my love for u...

Well life goes on, lessons are learnt, to my godmums and parents and grandparents and teachers, i hope i wont let u guys down, my chance to shine isnt over yet...

Tc guys!

Lessons are what u want to absorb

2008-11-10T15:50:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey.... haha see i told u ill be back to blogging very soon....

WOOOO Today i had chemistry intensive man... truely takes the chemist outta me.... haha, THANK YOU MR ONG FOR HELPING US END OUR CHEMISTRY O LVL IN THE GLORIOUS WAY!!!! Seriously, he is good, even though he is strict, he is a kind, loving and gentle person inside....

Hahaha, i learned somethign new today, from my student council president ariff( we call him arep)
that even if u love someone, it doesnt have to mean that u must be together..... We can see their joy and happiness from a far..... man that is very meaning ful bro.... thanks .....

Haha, lessons are of those i wil learn in time... i cant wait to know why we are not meant to be someday my fren, i will find out... ill make sure by then that lesson wont be valid....

Haha, kk guys tc!

worst day

2008-11-08T20:18:00.001+08:00

Hey guys just blogging at night... To tell u how bad my day was...

Today i went over to my grandparents place to help out in the carrying of the food... I did my afternoon prayer and went down to help. I tot that i was supposed to carry food up when the taxi came by, but there was no food. So i went up... Next thing i know i was fking scolded by my auntie, she said,"You damn stupid ah!! Stupid!! So stupid!" walau i got angry lah, cmon man, u are humiliated in front of passer bys and ur family man! I was pissed and i said, I knowlah i stupid unlike u! And i stormed off. I wonder what kind of person she is man, my mood was spoilt that after the prayers for my late grandfather, i walked off to the lib...

Then at the lib my mum called me, she shouted at me fr being stupid and nt gg on the taxi to get the food, my mum, the person to be on my fking side, sided my auntie instead, i shouted bk at her and she slammed the phone... Im like cmon where are u when i need u?! Haiz it sucked.

Then my auntie msg me, im srry for calling u stupid, if u are stupid how can u get gd grades. Im depressed i lost my parents this year, hope u forgive me... Cmon is that a valid reason? Fine u lost ur parents and i lost my grandparents, and on important days like my o lvls and my competition, im also affected too! I didnt bother to reply as i didnt want to show my hatred towards her... She then later msged me, not forgiving me? I didnt bother to reply too, as thinking abt it makes my blood boil....

I just hope god forgives her, coz this moment will always be etched in my head, this humiliation... Makes me go crazy

4 days have gone.....

2008-11-08T08:43:00.003+08:00

Man, 4 days have gone, and i am still missing em...

I dunno why? My grandparents are gone and at last they both are reunited until its time to move on...

Yeah, like my cuzzie said, i wont be selfish, at last my prayers worked and god has taken him away with my grandad not suffering...

Hey ill stay positive! Haha, anyways i have got 3 more papers to go! I hope it will be a breeze! 40/40 for all, i determine my a1 and a2s for all my sciences! With God's Willing!

Haha, after prayers today im going out to study my ass out again! Eh no time to relax, later than can!

Those who wants to follow, come along! I am willing to have company except for a certain few people, haha!

Well, its time to move on, and end this exams once and for all!

Bye tc!

Haha, anyways, does anyone knoes how to melt a girls heart??

5th Nov- saddest day of my life

2008-11-05T18:33:00.003+08:00

HEY HEY HEY.....

Hi huys, i have THREE MORE PAPERS TO GO!!!

Today, actually im not that happy ah coz my grandad has just passed away the night before, at 10 plus.... It had devastating effects on me...... God has already taken away my grandmother earlier away from me now its him.... But its good for my grandad as it is his time, he has been suffering for 8 1/2 years....

Thanks from releasing him from his pain dear god....

I regret for not spending time with him, he once told me, "Nif, dont forgte to visit me everytime after school, im lonely...". I miss him now. And my promises wasnt fulfilled....

And now everything changes from a moment of happiness, it turns to sadness in an instant.... man this sucks......

My MT o lvl suffered as the whole night i was only thinking of him, and how he changed our lifes, of all the promises i made to him to be a doctor that would be taking care for him, that isnt fulfilled.... How i wish i could turn back time and care for him, then if he were to go, my life is fulfilled,

God forgive my sins, i need him.... But now u have taken him away.....

Ill try to cheer up soon yeas?? Bye!!!!

What is a family??

2008-10-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

What is is to you or to anyone else that you know? Is it the people who spends time with you the most, the people that gives you comfort whenever youre down or is it just the people that you live with??

For me, i dont know, its really a different story for me, let me explain, I, am the youngest in the family, naturally im the final person to bring up my family name, the one who would leave the final mark in the people that used to know my siblings. I realised the kind of responsibity i hold to succeed in the name of my family.... But my life sucks.... Getting good results for me means a hell lot of scolding, getting first and they say i can do better, doing badly and i would be cursed... There is no praising, or very minute.... This sucks actually when you are motivated by encouragement from people and not scolding.... That is why i have to have in build motivation to encourage myself...

I have parents who says that they are going to get me this and get me that if i get good results, but when i do, they say do better for the next and then you will get it, and in the end, you will never get the reward from them, and you end up saving up and not eating just to save up money to get your own self reward. And for me, when they see my own self reward, they would confiscate it and never give it back to me, NEVER. I would never get to see it as the dustbin would be its friend.

In my family, i am being made to do a lot of things, i really mean a lot. When the f***ing phone is ringing and my brothers are so god damn close to the phone and they do not want to pick it up. I all the way from my room, have to stop whatever im doing just to pick it up. Their reason for not picking up, they would call my handphone... Bullshit. You know they always say, your family is your role model, mine isnt. They tell me to do things that they themselves dont do!!! Thsi is so bloody absurd! Cmon, they say, wash your dishes after you eat, they themselves dont even do it!! and when im washign it, they will say, wash it for me.... Cleanign the house too, when they are made to do housework, they pass it all to me and give a big f***ing smile, but when i do not want to do it for them, they would say, dont touch me , dont disturb me, dont borrow my things and all.... Where is justice when you want it??

When you are pissed with them, they will disturb you like it is no one's business, but when they are pissed, and i just ask one damn qn, they would say shut up and go away and shun me... When i am pissed i start saying things they dont want to hear, and they would say dont be rude, but when they are pissed they slam doors and start shouting and its okay?????? Such bullshit you know, realised i have been very patient with this, but its been getting too far. All im asking is for love and this is what they treat me like? haiz, well enough ranting, might as well live life as it is, and you guys can continue blaming me for the things that happen here or anywhere,

Its time i ask for forgiveness

2008-10-09T20:42:00.002+08:00

HEy guys its BEEEEN SOSOSOSOSOSOSOOSOSO long since i blogged.... IM sorry creator of my blog, Mr WHitey for not updating as often as i could but i have a lot of pressing matters to attend to like my studies and some other personal stuff..... Ill do what i can with this blog when i have the computer in my hand...........

To my family members im sorry its kindda late but selamat hari raya, im sorry for all the things i have done to u guys, i truthfully do not wish to anger u guys anymore......

To my readers, im sorry for not updating as i have stated above my reasons, if it isnt good enough pls ask me more... haha

HAHA well 2 chem practical is over and im psyched up to do my practical!!!!!! It is crazy and i hope i didnt do too shabbly for them.....

To my grandad, i hope u get well very soon, i hate to see my family members in the hosp, ill pray for u everyday irregardless ur okay or not, i wish to see u live long to see my family grow..

Thank you god, for helping my in the course of my life always, i knew i wouldnt be here without u....

I hope tmrw i can go back and start blogging normally then... till tmrw tatas~

last few days!

2008-09-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

hey guys! Long time no blog, haha its okay life is okay, hahahaha, man i shudve made this blog dam private, so that no one will noe the contents, hahaha...

I have gotten back a few of my exam results and mind you, they are quite depressing, ive been slogging out but my results suffer haix,

I swear to god that when the time comes i wont back down and face the challenge of o lvls, i cant let this affect me anymore. I have got to move on and create a name fr myself and not let myself be a letdown to anyone esp my brother. I owe him my life of studies and im nvr gg to make him lose face......

Ps, guess what, someone has a blog and dun wan to tell me, wow, hide things frm me only im pissed off, how can this happen, no secrets this no secret that, but now, this... Crap.....

Btw, i hope u guysjoin my anti homo campaign, i really need this,

CMON ANOTHER 35 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-16T17:50:00.002+08:00

WOW!!! Prelims is almost over!!!! AND O lvl is abt to begin! Well see? Life is so damn short that after one event, another starts to be born, well it is kindda hard to get in sync with the life im living, its very hectic and it isnt just studies now!!!!!!!!!!!! Cmon, i know that O lvl is coming up but realx, i know time is of the essence but we have got to learn to realx to allow the exam mood to sink in.

Firstly here, i would like to apologize to mdm mary for doing so badly for her AM P2 today, i feel really bad, cos i failed to amuse her. Well looks lie a math is the subject i ought to focus on now, its gonna help me in the long run!

HAHa, Hey and btw, MY PURPOSE IN LIFe is to help ppl to suceed, so if anyone need my help, ill be there, just call me, and i hope i may be of assistance to u....

Haha, Damn, long time no blog i lost the gist of it, haha catch up with blogging soon, gotta study!!!!! Chiaos~

PRELIMS!!!!

2008-09-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

Well hello guys, it has been a while yeah?? haha, well my prelims is coming up soon!!! Im prepared!!!

Actually the truth is, im half prepared, i have done very minute preparations during one week holiday i had. That is quite sad for me, but i am doing all i can now to study study study!!! I cant afford to fail my teachers now that they have given me all of their knowledge on 'The Things You Need To Know For 'O' Levels'.

I really need to buck up and stop procrastinating like my other fellow friends; they are not actually but i say that to make myself feel good, yo know, self motivation, haha

I hope As come rooling in one after the other so that some confidence could be nailed in me for the upcoming 'O's, haha..

Well times up for me, haha, tmrw is my English exams and i ought to be doing well haha!! Brekaing my fast now, haha damn hungry, mmmmmmm!

2008-09-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hey to all Muslims, Happy Ramadhan! Hopefully u guys 'burn' away ur sins! Insyallah!

Well today, i did quite a bit, i studied fr my phy prac prelim tmr and thought abt a few things.

Btw, to iz and faz, congrats of being the only two ppl to be blanja-ed by me. :)

Well one qn, why ah, when ur very close to someone, the person does not want to tell u what is on that person's mind. Why? Why? Why? U say that that person is everything to you but why dun u want to tell that person? Are u trying to state that the person is useless in ur life? Is that what is being stated when u do that? It just boggles ur mind. After having trust bet. one another, it just breaks like that, i cant believe it,

Second qn, u say that u treasure a certain someone but why are u keeping secrets frm that person? Hahaha, i dun want to be too long winded abt this, hahahaha!

Well ppl, keep thinking, u have an ans, msg me!

1 september- i cooled down

2008-09-02T23:22:00.001+08:00

yo ppl!

Its been a while since i blog yeah? Hahaha, i guess im going to do it now.

Its been a real frustrating past week i had so far, i feel f***ed up when i was discriminated by a few ppl. I try nt to show it but cmon, ur pushed too far, imagine this, if u increase the pressure in a glass material, it will shatter in the end wont it? Well i shattered. Haha, yeah shitty aint it? Haha, well im moving on, go to hell to the ppl who pissed me off, haiz,

Well that is all fr today... Wee!

Ps, i aint going to jeopardize ur life fr mine.

Happy Teachers' Day!

2008-08-28T22:00:00.002+08:00

Weeee!!!! Happy Teachers Day!! Well here is my teachers' day message:

Everytime im in doubt,
You come and help me out,
Homework,Assignments and calculations too,
When i get A1, u shout, "YAHOO!"

You say we are stupid,dumb and bad,
You dont think ah, u make us sad,
Reverse motivation, my head!
look at what losers u have made!

Time and time again u scold,
Hoping a gd role model u mould,
I am what u create
After the scolding ur everything i hate!

Haha, in the end, u are all we love,
You groom us, pamper us, and smoothen our every curve
Make sure we will be big fishes in the small pond
teach us things so we wont get conned.

A very happy teachers day,
to all teachers who dare to say,
I will make the best out of you,
Because we all love u!

Very lame, but to all teachers, i wsh u guys a very happy teachers' day! Make sure u guys go on to pass ur knowledge to future generations, coz sooon some of us would be like u!

28 august 2008-Grrrrrrrr

2008-08-28T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hey people long time no type haha, been using my phone all this while hahaha, srry izkandar for not updating for a while.... well here goes my new entry.....

Well today is cool, stayed back till 9 in school to complete my math homework together with five other people including iskandar.....(he must always be there to instill fun into the boredness of the time)...... HEY BTW, i did the most outstanding pupil speech today, and if u want to view it, ask iskandar to show u!

Well today's entry is me ranting abt people who dont show others respect. Do u know what? After all the things i done for these kind of people, they dont give u the kind of respect that u deserve. I have no named example, I THINK. Do u know what? I think i have been pushed ard by this particular person ever since the start of the year! the person thinks he is so big he is able to push me ard. and the WORST THING IS, the discrimination is on me! ME AND ME ALONE! Tell me who would not get so pissed off. Well for me i would not want to show it but it is getting too far when i got the message from that person today. Cmon u want to do stuff, u need people power, but to tell u something, to force peopel is not an excellent choice my friend,u tell me to think, but think for urself first, god, he gave u a brain? What do u use it for right? I know everything but must i tell u everything my fren? Am i ur gf or something? I doubt it....

Wow well i gonna ignore the person if he is just going to treat me that way, seriously, every human has a peak, ive reached my limits.

Well enjoy the teachers day message i have for u...

23 August- day of slumber

2008-08-23T18:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah! Today is a great day! My dad is coming home from Thailand! Man i miss him so much! He has been overseas for about 4 times this year! Well I hope he slims down a bit, he is FAT like me!

Well today morning we had mathematics, additional that is.... its quite cool subject if u know it well and know how to apply formulaes... It is even taught by my favourite teacher! Mdm Mary! Iskandar says that she is my mother, well in fact she is like one! Haha she still owes me chocolate... Mmmmmm.....

Haha, im so god damn tired from yesterday's taekwondo training, man i should start training hard, a tournament is on at the beginning of next year! Need to buck up fat boy, buck up...

Well life goes on normally like its never ending.... Well eventually there will be an end to life...

PS, To Iz, i am learning to play calling all cars!.... Hehehe

Problems! Problems! Problems!

2008-08-20T22:03:00.003+08:00

Hey ppl, i swear to god im very srry coz ive not been updating, especially to my brother, IZKANDAR.

Haiz, life have been very hectic and its been due to studies. I have been studying non stop for over a week and a half.

Well as shown in the title, its problems. Well over this month i have had problems. Well it aint mine, its the people. Im like a freaking psychiatrist.... I give them free consultation abt time management and results... Haha, well i dun mind doing it, obviously, im doing it with an open heart! Wee! Haha cmon girls! Build up your self esteem! Dont b discouraged easily lah!

Haha, anyways, tmr im having graduation phototaking and guess what? My hair sux! Haha, its okay i just hope tmrw would b a good day! Hahaha,

Btw to zuraidah, cmon sis! We rock the stage! Dont let other ppl push u off the stage..... Alright?

Cmon ppl, dun let problems kill u, learn frm it, rock on frm it, i d k what to say, live life as it is, its a test frm God... Why people cant seem to handle it? I just dun understand, ill b left confused...

Okay ppl! Gd night and sweet dreams!

LOL 'O' LVL RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-14T20:05:00.002+08:00

HEY PPL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Long time no blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Srry guys if i didnt blog for a while! IM VERY VERY VERY busy these few days lahhhh....

Btw I have gotten my results!!!!!!!!!!!!! For mt only!!!! A2!! WOoooooo

Well it is good plus i got a Distinction for Oral!!!! I didnt expect it.....
Thanks God...... Without u im nth....

Well even i got that, Im going to retake it again............ Yeah, im crazy, i have got to prove everyone, im an A1 student!!!!!!I also want to show my brother, im of HIS standard, i dare not deviate so much away from him....
I look up to u in everything u do.....

Well these few days has been really hectic, im doing a lot of homework and have no time for anything else! Haha, obviously, exams are going to start soon....

Well going to write one more song soon! haha

To R00ni3, stay with us man, we need u......... we rock till the show ends.........

10 August- Day of Working

2008-08-10T17:41:00.002+08:00

Hahaha hey ppl!!!! Woooooo! Yesterday was the most boring day in my life!!!! Man, for a holiday i hated it...... Did nothing all day and juts lazed around and di nothing..... Well actually i did MOST of my homework..... What to do?? Even the National Day parade was booooooooooooooooooring.... Hahahahahahahahahahaahha!

Anyways, i am at my sis place today, hoping to do some work coz i realized that at home, nothing and i really mean NOTHING could be done!!!! HAhahaha, hopefully every is done by tonight, coz tmrw i am gonna watch a movie with my bros, and also to train up on my oral skills!!!!

Seriously speaking, I just want to go back to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really mean it!!!!!!!!! School rocks!!!!! HAhahahahaha.

PS To my dear brother, Rooni3, Pls change for us, we need u as much as u need us.....

Anyways, thanks Syarifah for chatting with me yeahs? I 'enjoyed' it.. lols

Hope to update more tmrw!!

9 August- independence day

2008-08-09T11:04:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, yesterday was fun! I mean it was FUN at night only. Haha. Well this is because in the morning, i injured my chin, a key fell frm the sixth storey and hit me! I did not realize it until Iskandar told me! Thanks bro! Haha, it was bleeding profusely like a tap supplying water non stop for 30min! Woohoo! Well Fatin took care of me till it stop bleeding! Thanks to you too! Haha, after my friday prayers, i went out with Faz and Iz to BPP. Its was cool as Faz is the one always ready with crappy jokes! Haha, anyways Happy Birthday Sg! And HAPPY MONTHASORY! Haha!

Why?

2008-08-08T15:49:00.003+08:00

Nobody knows, what i am feeling,
Nobody cares, about my thoughts.
Sometimes it seems crazy,
To know that someone loves me,
Sometimes it is confusing,
To know that you are crying.........

Chorus:
Why do i give a damn about this?
Why are there second thoughts?
Why am i feeling like this?
Why do i even try to understand.....

Questions about my life,
Will be asked by God one day,
Answers that ill give,
Will always be the truth
And i hope that i wouldnt have to carry sins anymore
And i hope that I wont make u cry....

(Chorus)
And now i know, my purpose in life,
And now i understand.....
This is everything im going to live for.....

Haha, just a song i was thinking over yesterday night.... Tries it out with the guitar, some what it worked... =]

7 August- Longest Day in my life!

2008-08-08T15:21:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, today is a very long long long day... Ended school late at 1330hrs... Woo! Then after that, played dota(Defence of The Ancients), srry Iz and Fazdly for ksing you guys and went out for the public concert. It was good, but not so after a while... It got very boring and i nearly slept, hahaha... Went to Mac at 11 and walked home with Hazim, ... Talked craplah as usual, but this is not meant for the young, if u know what i mean, ;), hahaha, well im using my hp to update..., haha, to whoever this may concern, YOU LOOK STUNNING! Haha, it is for everyone, well gd nyte people...

PS I am writing a new song post it tmr!

Normal day

2008-08-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

Well, today is just another normal day.... hahaha not really actually, somethings are bugging me, well thank you for telling me everything Syarifah( Royce, this is the girl u say u like) now i am so confused, hahaha anyways, a trainee teacher came up to me and she was like saying," Hey can i interview you guys?". We took up the challenge. It was all abt the school and what could be done to make it a good school. The funniest part was that when she asked us what is the best moment of our lives in lower sec, ALL of us answered, " A bio lesson on contraceptive methods!" i was like, okay, yup it is true.... Everyone had fun, i guess they did........ =] Anyways today is cool and tmrw i hope itll be a better day!

Hello

2008-08-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

Hey people..... This is my first post ever, hahaha sorry if it is bad, well everything abt me will be here, ill rant here, cry here and do whatever i want here, i would like to thank my bro, Iskandar, for making this blog for me i thank him....... Well, hope u tag me after seeing my blog thank you! =]

test

2008-08-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

test alpha, beta, chedra, detra, felpha, tetra, Petra....