Saturday, November 8, 2008

worst day

Hey guys just blogging at night... To tell u how bad my day was...

Today i went over to my grandparents place to help out in the carrying of the food... I did my afternoon prayer and went down to help. I tot that i was supposed to carry food up when the taxi came by, but there was no food. So i went up... Next thing i know i was fking scolded by my auntie, she said,"You damn stupid ah!! Stupid!! So stupid!" walau i got angry lah, cmon man, u are humiliated in front of passer bys and ur family man! I was pissed and i said, I knowlah i stupid unlike u! And i stormed off. I wonder what kind of person she is man, my mood was spoilt that after the prayers for my late grandfather, i walked off to the lib...

Then at the lib my mum called me, she shouted at me fr being stupid and nt gg on the taxi to get the food, my mum, the person to be on my fking side, sided my auntie instead, i shouted bk at her and she slammed the phone... Im like cmon where are u when i need u?! Haiz it sucked.

Then my auntie msg me, im srry for calling u stupid, if u are stupid how can u get gd grades. Im depressed i lost my parents this year, hope u forgive me... Cmon is that a valid reason? Fine u lost ur parents and i lost my grandparents, and on important days like my o lvls and my competition, im also affected too! I didnt bother to reply as i didnt want to show my hatred towards her... She then later msged me, not forgiving me? I didnt bother to reply too, as thinking abt it makes my blood boil....

I just hope god forgives her, coz this moment will always be etched in my head, this humiliation... Makes me go crazy

Labels: hate.

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